Been Thinking

I am not even sure how to put this into words. I feel that life is taking a new direction and I am meant to do something that makes a difference in other people's lives. I know that it makes no sense, but...here is an example. I went out to dinner tonight with a couple of friends. There were quite a few leftovers, so I took them with me to eat the next couple of days. It was a lot of food - mashed potatoes, cinnamon rolls, 3 pieces of fried chicken. This was a delicious meal, and I could have completely stuffed myself with another full fried chicken dinner. After dropping the girls at their car, I headed home. On one of the street corners, a homeless guy was asking for food, not money. I gave him one of my leftover cinnamon rolls. I got back to my apartment, changed my clothes, and then headed back out to my car - with the entire bag of leftovers. I drove in a big circle, just to get back to the same corner. The guy was so grateful and kept saying "God Bless You." And, I felt that this was important, and this was...I wish I had the words. I am not trying to make myself look good by writing this for all to see. I feel like I just had to get out the feelings and now realize that there are no words to explain how I felt. All I knew was that someone needed that food more than I did, and I knew that I would have not been able to fall asleep until I had delivered that food. I just knew that it was something I needed to do. I am not sure if you will understand, I am not sure I understand it myself.